Well…..either the ads about desserts are getting to me, or I need to eat more protein, or I need to do a fast for a couple days. But wow! I did not do well today! There’s another possibility that I’m stress-eating, because I started working on a big project this week. Even though I’m of my right mind while I’m thinking about these foods, and as I purchase them, I still eat them.
Meal 1 – 7 oz ham steak + 4 eggs + 1 cup mozzarella cheese
Snack – Korean jerky + garbage
I have that limitless stomach feeling right now around 3pm. Possibly from stress, or sugar is triggering me from the cured ham and jerky.
Meal 2 – Argentinian meat and carbs
Snack – ice cream dolled up in extra stuff
Because I didn’t know about the restaurant choice before we went out that night, I didn’t have time to analyze the menu. I found that it helps me prepare mentally, and to look at all the meat prices or appetizer prices for my best options. There was no perfect option for me, unless I wanted to pay $4 for a small sausage. I would need to eat so many to feel full. The alternative is that I could have done a strategy of eating about $15 worth of meat, then eating more at home later.
Cravings: Pillowy pastries
Energy: Woke up fine. Energy dragged around 1pm, but perked up around 3pm.
Today is Good Friday, and today is the reason for my entire religious belief. Without Jesus dying on the cross, there is no Resurrection and no perfect Lamb of sacrifice for our sins. Jesus’ existence has been recorded in Roman history, has been attested to by Jewish religious leaders denouncing Him as the Messiah, and by 3rd party historians of the 1st century AD/CE writing of his life.
Because God wanted His house full, like the parable of the rich man, who’s party guests had excuses, the town’s people were busy, He had to go outside the gates and onto the roads to find those who wanted to attend His banquet. Jesus came to save, and not to judge. To bring us “gentiles” into the fold with God’s chosen people. I’m so thankful for the sacrificial love Jesus showed us on the cross. I’m so thankful that His story didn’t stop on Good Friday, and that we have Easter Sunday to celebrate His victory over death!
